Can You Catch My Heart

Can You Catch My Heart

Book One

Buckets Of Blessings

By

Retta Michaels

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Notes From Retta:

Acceptance of this story has been amazingly positive. I thank everyone for their emails cheering me on.

There are four stories with this series. It's my first series and I'm really happy with the characters. I've gotten to know the characters and their depth is amazing even to me.

One other thing, as an author, I write this stuff and about as soon as it's out off the keyboard, I've forgotten what I've written. For me, I've got so many story lines going on in my head, I've got to concentrate on getting what I've got told...with the characters who are speaking to me. When I re-read the story to edit and spell check, I find it humorous some of the stuff that I've written. There are also times I when I end up crying because something is so touching. If you are touched, I appreciate your empathy. Be sure to write and let me know.

Read and enjoy.

Chapter 4:

After eating, everyone picked out homemade fudge from the many varieties they had. Joan said, “If I'd known this was up here, I would have came up here before Christmas! Their varieties would have made everyone happy. Little Mark loves Rocky Road Ice Cream and I couldn't find him any of that fudge in the area, so I made him some. Do you realize how much all the ingredients cost for fudge? ! After that, I'd just as soon pay the six dollars a pound!”

I looked at her and said, “I've only made fudge one time and it turned out like runny hot chocolate syrup. Since then, I buy it here.”

Ty said, “This stuff's good, I've never had it.”

We looked at him and he said, “Mom never made anything like this.”

Once again, I thought about how bad things were in their house. And, I thought, whoever Mitch gets together with, she's going to have it so easy because they'll appreciate whatever she does.

When we got back in the limo, I pushed up the window and said, “Babe, is our helping run the distributorship with your dad going to bother you?”

“No, I'm liking the way it's going to be ran now. If everyone's in it, then there's no secrets and no one can have a bad day. I just worry you'll be too busy.”

“No, we'll take the time we need to run the funeral home, but I think it's vital we are there to keep your dad and Gregg secured.”

“I think we ought to let Gregg start into management of it. If we're all in there taking a role, then we can keep an eye on him and let him get that experience.”

“O.k., but Heather and he have a pact she gets to go to school with him just as we have ours.”

“Yes, but in our daily interactions, we'll be running the funeral home and I'll be getting hands on experience. He won't be getting his.”

“I never thought of that. Maybe we need to discuss it and see what his schedule is. Or, maybe we'll get him into a lesser role where he learns each part of the business.”

“That would be good. If he knows each job, then he'll respect that person more.”

“Ok, we'll have a talk with him, Heather, and your dad. I think it's nice Heather's thinking about a baby. I just hope they don't work too hard on it before they even get engaged.”

“I think Gregg's going to work on it.” he chuckled.

A short while later after a lull in the conversation, he said, “Hon, can we move in together?”

“If you want, but I'd like to see you be there for your dad.”

“He's planning on going to Aunt Joan's. She's offered and I think he'd like it over there. She's his sister, but she's also like a mom to him the way she takes care of him. Their family was close. Even though mom wasn't the sort of person to be close to her own family, she was close to Aunt Joan.”

“Your mom has more family?”

“Yes, she's got aunt's, uncles, and cousins, but I don't know where they are. We sure never went to see them, but I do know they used to send Christmas cards.”

“We'll have to look them up. I know I'll have to mention it in the obituary. Let's hope they'll see it and come. I think it'd be nice if they came and you got a chance to meet them.”

He looked at me and I could see the gears turning. “Let me talk to dad alone and see if I can get some information. It'll be nice if we can list them by name in the obituary even though we don't know them.”

“Yes, because whose to say your mom didn't want them around. As insecure as she was, she might have not wanted them around to see what she'd become.”

He thought for a moment and said, “She might have done that. I don't know. All I know is they haven't been around but I do know when I was little, we used to get Christmas cards.”

When we got to Highway 36, I said, “Ty, get to know this intersection. This one here is one you'll be called to a lot. When you come up, you park way over here and you turn the strobes on.”

“What are the strobes?”

I rolled down the window and said, “Guys, we're going to pull over so I can show Ty something.”

I pulled over and said, “Ty, right here is where I want you to park. It's a long ways to walk, but it's also not going to get the vehicle hit and you struck. It looks like it's a good intersection, but the problem here is people don't use the turning lane when they pull out. Traffic here is flying by at seventy miles an hour and although it looks like you can pull out, If someone is zipping along, they'll have you hit before they realize you're there. Now, the strobes are flashing lights in the headlights, parking lights, and tail lights that look like a police car. The police don't mind you having them as long as you use them in an official capacity. Try pulling someone over with them and I'll have you out of my cars fast.”

“Where's the switch?”

“It's on the floor like a dimmer switch in an older car. The reason I put it there was because it can be removed and moved to another car when we get it. All of the cars have them, even the flower van. My motto is I'd rather have a lot of flashing lights than one too few. You'll be amazed at how many people who don't pull over for the hearse.”

“Is it a law you've got to pull over?”

“No, it's respect for the dead and for that person and their family. I'll tell you now, if you're driving a hearse and you see a business' vehicle not stop, you let me know and I'll call that business. They'll be told I know they didn't stop and my funeral home won't be doing business with them any longer. You'll be amazed at how fast an owner will call me and tell me he just fired an employee over it. Respect comes in all shapes and sizes, and it's like people that don't stand and salute the flag. I'll be pissed like you won't believe. You better believe if you don't stand when it's time to salute it, I'll be getting your butt up. Others see it and they'll not say anything, but they'll silently decide not to do business with us again.”

“I never thought of that. Do we have many of those times?”

“Military people we bury? Yeah, we'll have twenty one gun salutes, and we'll be folding the flag that's over a coffin and we'll be standing and saluting the flag. I'll teach you, but after a while, you'll be like me and you won't continue a service until they're standing.”

“It bugs you, doesn't it. I can hear it in your voice.”

“Hell yeah it bugs me! If I could go back and snatch them up out of their seat, I would...it pisses me off so bad. The man in that casket fought for us and died for us so we could be free. It pisses me off just as bad as it does with me an atheist. I'm not the most devout person, but I believe in God. I believe not only was there Jesus, but Mohammad and Buddha and the rest of them. Each believed their own ways, and for someone to not believe is way beyond me.”

“Ok, chill dude. You're nearly yelling!”

“Well, you'll see it enough hon that you'll get an opinion too. Another thing here is chewing gum. If you see it in the funeral home, get that person out of the room and show them the trash can and then point at the door. Tell them they can either put it in the trash can or find their way to the door.”

“Why?”

“Try removing chewing gum from satin in the casket while the body is in there. You can't do it. The only thing you can do is close down the visitation, and take the casket downstairs and take the body and put it into another. If that happens, I want the name of the person that did it because they'll be paying for a casket. It's happened to me more than once and I'm almost militant about it.”

“You mean they spit the chewing gum into the casket?”

“One was told a joke and he laughed. The gum flew out and hit the person in the casket. It stuck to them. The other thought he'd be a wise ass and took the gum out and put it in the casket on the satin. As you know, I've got video out the butt in there. When it happens, I'm really fast at getting the problem taken care of. The one that had the gum on the jacket of the deceased, I shut the visitation down and took my own jacket and got it on the person. The one where they stuck the chewing gum in the casket, an alarm went off and I went to see the video and saw what they did. Then I went to the family and told them. They watched the video and chose to get that person out of there. What we did with the satin, was we cut it there and I saved it for evidence as well as the video and then I sent the kid's family the bill for the funeral. The family of the deceased paid, but I sent the family of the kid a letter and told them he was never to be allowed in the funeral home again.”

“Wow, I can't believe they'd do that.”

“You'll be amazed at what they'll do.”

A knock came from the panel and I lowered it.

“You guys decide not to be a part of the family or something?”

“No, it's not that, I'm teaching him some about the funeral business.”

“Oh.”

Ty said, “You won't believe what people will do in a funeral Dad!”

“Oh I'll believe it son. You don't realize how people are because you've not been around them.”

“He said someone spit chewing gum into the casket and another put it in on the satin!”

“Yeah, and I've been to one where the guys were in a motorcycle gang and they poured beer in the casket.”

“That's disgusting!” I said without thinking about it.

“Yeah, to you or I, but that's what they saw was a tribute to their friend.”

“Man, what a tribute. Getting to lay in beer for eternity.”

“Oh, if I could lay with the person I love for eternity, it wouldn't be so bad said Ty, so maybe they loved beer. Maybe it brought them great joy.”

He looked at me and it hit me. Man the kid had logic.

“Well, it wouldn't be for me, but I could see someone doing that now, but I'd insist on it being in the can instead of poured.”

Joan laughed and said, “Look how the Egyptians did it. They were buried with everyone in their entire household. Their cats, their loved ones, and their servants all died when they did. They had food in there and plenty of reading material of all the great works they did. They got buried with their obituaries to tell their God what a great person they were. What I don't understand is if they were God, then why did they get buried with everything and everyone if on the other side they'd have all the power and wealth they would've had here?”

“That's interesting Joan, I never thought of that. It's kind of hypocritical if you think of it. It's like they had doubts.”

Mark said, “The Indians were the same way. What they held dear to them was taken out and burnt with them. That's why it was so hard to find anything about their culture.”

We pulled into town and I slowed down. I said, “Mitch, when we get to the funeral home, I need to speak with you for a moment, so Ty and I'll give you a ride home after we drop off Joan and Mark.

“That's o.k. Lance, we can catch a ride with Gregg and Heather. I need to speak with them a moment.” said Mark.

“Ok” as long as we have rides figured out.

I closed the divider and said, “When we get to the funeral home, I'm going to run a Armor All wipe over the seats back there and run the sweep through the floor real fast. Then, I'll be ready.”

“Do you do that every time?”

“Yeah, but a lot of times I'll run a Windex wipe over the windows too.”

“Ok, what you going to talk to dad about?”

“I'm going to tell him to cancel your car insurance because you're going to be driving my vehicles from now on. Um, I mean, our vehicles.”

“Ok” He smiled and said, “Thanks hon.”

“No, there's no need to thank me. You're a part of my life now and that's how things will be.”

“Ok, it's just strange that I've not had to do anything to earn everything.”

“Hon, you and I will earn things together and you'll be amazed at how far we'll go.”

“I know, it just now it's strange.”

“Well, don't worry about it.”

He held my hand and said, “Lance?”

“Yeah dear.”

“What kind of music to you like?”

“Oh all sorts. But, when I really jam out, no one's going to hear it because I know where the best sound system is and the room's sound proofed. When I'm in there, I can let loose and no one will have a clue.”

He laughed and said, “You really do that!”

“Oh yeah, more than you know. One thing you'll learn about me is I'll do it at the weirdest times. About two or three o'clock in the morning, I'll go and do it.”

“So, what do you like to listen to mostly.”

“It depends. In my computer in the office is a file of my play lists. It varies, but one thing I'm hoping to do before long is be able to project video memorials in there and when I do, the plasma's going to be throwing video for the music I play too. But, at other times, you'll hear me in on the organ and you'll think you've went to a concert. It's funny because when I sit down, the first thing I have to do at a keyboard is hit the first notes of “Benny & The Jets” by Elton John. It's almost a required thing for me.”

“I don't think I've heard that before.”

“You haven't heard Elton?”

“Yeah, but not that one.”

“Oh man, where've they been keeping you hidden?”

He laughed and said, “Some day, would you play for me?”

“Hon, I'll play for you, but when I do, Heather's going to have to be there too.”

“Why?”

“All these years, she's wanted to hear me really jam out and hasn't once gotten to hear it. She's heard me at the mall start in on a piano, but once I look up and see the crowd's there, I get off it.”

“You that good?”

“Let's say I know my way around it.”

“Wow.”

“Yeah, it's strange because my mom wanted me to learn to play a musical instrument, but we never really had the money. One time, they had a piano for sale at the church for twenty five dollars. Back then, I begged for it and they didn't have the money. So, I started to save for it. About the time I got over twenty dollars, someone bought it. I was so heart broken and then when we went to my aunt's house, I saw it. She'd bought it for her kids and then they never played it.”

“Man, that had to hurt.”

“Yeah, but I learned a lesson. From then on, I saved up money so I had it on hand for when I wanted to have something. I called it my “mad money”. Since then, my mad money has come in handy for little emergencies and for things I wanted. That building next to the funeral home was bought from my mad money. The guy never wanted to sell it and I thought I'd never get it. But, one day he came over and said, “You want it, it's yours for a hundred and twenty grand.” I couldn't run fast enough to get to my check book.”

“Wow! So, you have it too?”

“Yeah, Some day, we're going to add onto the funeral home and it's going to double in size. When it does, you'll have funerals on one side and I'll have them on the other. It'll double the use of the space.”

“Really!”

“Yeah, What you see from the Grand Stairway to the left will be doubled on the right so it'll be twice as nice.”

“That's going to be beautiful.”

“Yeah, some day.”

 

“Well, Let me get through school.”

“No, when you get to your last semester, I'll have it started so when you're doing your internship, it will be for you.”

“Why don't you go ahead and start it and then allow someone else to use it for their internship?”

“Well, I would, but not many ever come to this region.”

“Hon, I've got a thought.”

“What?”

“You say yours cost three point six million, or close to it. How much is the addition going to cost?”

“Oh, well, What I'm thinking is it will cost almost two. A lot of the security features won't need to be doubled, but the acrylic panel will and the last one cost eight hundred grand.”

“Why do you need acrylic? Couldn't you get by with chain mail?”

“Chain mail has bullet stopping features, however, fragments can get through and shot gun pellets can get through.”

“Well, there's a new fabric they have the military is using for bullet proof vests. From what I understand, they're spraying Kevlar with something to make it have the properties they need. If it's cheaper than that, then we can look at the possibilities of using it.”

“Ok,”

“Well, we can look at it as a possibility. I've got the blueprints already, so there's no hurry on those.”

“Ok, here's another question I'm going to ask you and see if you've thought of it.”

“Ok”

“Why haven't you opened a florist if there's profit in it. If you're wholesaling to yourself, then it's good, and you'd give a cut rate on the cost of flowers to everyone else.”

“I've not thought of it actually. We have a flower cooler in the basement already and we have the van, so the only cost we'd incur is the space, and the coolers for the store front.”

“Could you make the phones ring in there?”

“Yes, we could and then we could operate the shop. But, there'd need to be someone there all the time and with the distributorship becoming a family ran operation, it'd be tight on time constraints.”

“Why do YOU have to run it? Can't someone else run it?”

“Yes, but each person we have in the payroll is a cut in the profits.”

“Well, if you have someone on the phones, and who is a floral designer, then you'd be able to do more things.”

“Yes, we can. Now, I've got a question for you?”

“Ok, what's the question?”

“When we're talking, I'm referring to things as ours and with the words, us and we. How come you keep asking questions with referral to the business as you and your? Why aren't you including yourself in it?”

“I don't know. I wasn't doing it consciously. Maybe it's because I think of it as being yours and placing myself as an employee. Maybe I'm doing it because I don't think I'm worthy here, I don't know.”

“Well, think about it but when you do, think about it as being OUR business and everything WE do, it's going to be OURS. Then, when you get done thinking about it, you come back to Me with the realization that I'm throwing everything into OUR relationship and making it OURS. Ok?”

He smiled at me and said, “Babe, I love you. Maybe I won't be ready to feel like I can throw it all into the pot until I'm finished with school.”

“OK, but our relationship isn't going to be like your parents. We're going to be sharing this one.”

He looked at me and said, “OK, I like that. It seems though you're giving me the better end of the bargain and I don't like it.”

“Who's to say I'm not getting a sweet deal here too?”

“How?”

“Let's see. I'm getting someone who wants a relationship and I'm getting someone who loves me and will build upon that love in our day to day interactions. Take a look at your Aunt Joan and Uncle Mark. They give each other and they build it together. Yes, they've got separate vocations, but when the day's done, they're together and it's all brought into the same house. Maybe one of them makes more than the other, but I'd be willing to bet they'll tell you they're an equal in their relationship.”

He smiled and said, “That's true. Maybe my concept's fucked up because my mom's was hers and my dad's was his and she constantly reminded him she put in more than him.”

“Selfish, yes. Self centered, yes. Equal, well, they were in if 50/50 with making you kids and when they said I do, so where'd she get the fucked up concept she was better?”

“I don't know, but when you put it that way, I see what you say. I never thought of it.”

“Well, when we're done at the end of this run, I'll be willing to bet you'll say we were partners in this life.”

“I can see it, but I really hope we go out together because I don't think I could handle losing you and I sure can't imagine how you'd feel if you lost me. Oh man, my dad has to be hurting so bad.”

“Yeah, and he's not broke yet. That's why I keep saying I'm worried about you. He's cried more over Gregg being scared up in that room than he has losing his wife. The love they had can't have been that dead.”

“No, he loved her still. And, at times I've seen her be tender towards him, but when she was drinking, she was a real bitch. It was so I could tell when she was drinking at work, because she'd come home in that mood.”

“Had to be tough on everyone.”

“It was, but dad was the one that tried to be the peace keeper and the go between. The whole time, she'd be cussing him and telling him what a worthless piece of trash he was.”

“Sorry, but your mom needed someone that would have turned around and put a fist in it. Sometimes, people don't realize words can be more lethal than the military. That's why weak Presidents use military and the strong ones use speeches.”

“Wow, we sure know what we've got now.”

“Yeah, and I'm afraid to get beyond it, we're going to have to have a lot of love from our friends. The ones that matter are the ones that will come back. The ones that matter are the ones that will understand we're not the aggressor but just as much the victim as the rest of the world.”

“It's like our family.”

“Yeah, look how people have come back around Gregg in your family. They realize what he was going through and they realize your dad was in it too. You were out there being sweet no matter what and they had to wonder how you were able to do it.”

“She had pretty much already discounted me as being worthless. I knew it got to her and knew my reputation as the one that was the nice one mattered to me and if it pissed her off, then so be it.”

“That's had to be rough on you too.”

“Yeah, because every time she said I'd never be a man, it hurt. Finally when we were arguing, I said, “What sort of man you want me to be mom because if I was the man you wanted me to be, I'd already gotten rid of you years ago.” She nearly hit me on that one and that's when I told her, you touch me and I won't take down the charges like dad does. You'll go in front of a judge and he'll know what you've done every time you get drunk. She tried to say she wasn't drunk, but I could smell it four feet away. That's when she changed tactics and tried to tell me she would contact you and get you to back off.”

“It wouldn't have worked. I would have told her, “Get him to tell me that alone and privately and I'll do it, but you aren't the one that can tell me.”

“She'd not been able to do it. Just as soon as she tried to drag me to tell you, I would have stood there in front of her and told you the way I really feel and that she was doing it. She knew that and she knew all the things she tried would come back to haunt her. Now, she's gone and her legacy is all of us aren't feeling the remorse we would if she'd been better.”

“Well, you all are broken up, but this funeral is strange because the love is so fragmented. What's strange is I think when you left and Gregg is gone, your dad would have laid down the ultimatum and divorced her. Then, her world would have crumbled.”

“Yeah because her strength was coming home.”

“Yeah, because I think she thought she had to be just as low and just as vile what she had working out there. What's ironic is she was so weak. In ways, you guys have been strong in changing and doing things for the better. I think getting that guy out of there was one of the best decisions you could have made. It's funny because I think the whole place out there is going to fold like a house of cards. They think they've got you guys over a barrel, but you've got them.”

“Yeah, and tomorrow when we talk to those guys up there and get them hired, it's going to be a serious wake up call to the ones at the distributorship. They'll come in thinking they're going to work and they'll see guys there doing their jobs. When we call the meeting and tell them we can do without them, where are they going to go? They'll either have to play it our way, or face being terminated. I think the unemployment you've said we'll have to pay is going to be worth it.”

“Well hon, let's finish this with your dad. Just keep him occupied for a moment and I'll get the limo wiped and swept. I'll wash it tomorrow.”

I pulled into the garage and parked. When everyone got out, I already had the Armor All wipes. They stepped out and I stepped in. Joan smiled and Mark shook his head. When I stuck my head back out the door, they were still standing there and Ty handed me the sweeper. I swept out and then got out coiling the cord and hanging it on the wall.”

Joan smiled and said, “Tomorrow, you are going to Quincy to get suits, right?”

“Yeah, as well as going to speak to the truck drivers. But, sometime, I've got to wash the limo and do the order for flowers.”

She looked at me and said, “When's Wendy's body going to be made ready?”

“It's ready, all I have to do is dress her and then put her in the casket. Then, she'll be ready for the beautician. Then, we'll have the visitation. First thing this afternoon when I have a chance, I've got to email the obituary to the papers and then, we're set.”

“Is there anything I can do?”

“Not that I can think of. The detailer will get the limo in the morning, and then he'll get it washed. Then, Ty and I will go over to get Mitch.”

“So, Ty's going to stay with you?”

“I would like him to, but I also would like to have him stay with Mitch.”

“Mitch? You want to come over to our place?”

“Yeah, let Ty have his time with Lance. I'll be fine over there.”

“Ok, Mitch, what I needed to speak with you about is something on my mind. Could you come in my office with me alone, so I can do what I need while I talk?”

“Sure”

“Ty, stay out here for a moment, we won't be long.”

We went into the office and I said, “Mitch, I'm putting Ty on my insurance and he'll be driving the Escalade.”

“What are you going to be driving?”

“I'm going to be driving the flower van, or one of the other cars, but what I'm doing right now is getting his Escalade ordered. They'll get the order tomorrow and then, they'll send me a total of what it will be. The reason I'm telling you is so you cancel his insurance on that car. It's going to be parked in this garage and no one will drive it with it being in the shape it is.”

“He was supposed to have gotten a new car.”

“Yes, and your wife went back on you guys word to him. He did his part and graduated, but she wanted that Mercedes and she got it by breaking word to him.”

He could tell I wasn't happy and then I looked up at him.

“Mitch, I'm not saying what I really feel here because my anger's not to be aimed at you. The person who should be hearing what I feel is dead and if she were here, believe me, she'd be getting an earful. She got Gregg what he had coming and then she thought of herself first. That's a fucking pathetic excuse for a mother if you ask me.”

I composed myself and said, “I'm sorry Mitch. The sound of his voice when he told me what she did. Man, I'm not going to cry here. But, Mitch, she kept you in the dark as to what vile shit she did so she could play you to get a fucking Mercedes. Excuse me, but she deserves what she got.”

He looked at me and said, “I'll pay for the Escalade.”

“No you won't. It's a business vehicle and as my partner, he's beyond that. I'm doing it because that boy's been driving a car he jokingly refers to as a Flintstones car because he can put his feet through and touch the ground. What a mother. I wonder if she'd felt anything if his feet had went through and it killed him. I hope she enjoyed the Mercedes.”

Mitch came over and said, “You only get pissed when someone is done wrong you love, don't you.”

“That bad thing Mitch, is the person who has been done the dirtiest and who I'm worried about the most is you. When the anger comes about everything she did to you, I'm going to have to be alone and go through a whole cycle of martial arts to work until I'm so exhausted I can't move or punch any more.”

He came over and hugged me. “Lance, don't worry about me.”

“I can't help it. Each of you has been through hell and each of you suffered. Earlier, I crossed a line and told Ty I'd probably hit her in her mouth and the anger I feel is surfacing.”

“It's hard to keep it in. Anger, hurt, and pain surfaces in so many ways. When I felt that way, I'd go and do plumbing. It may not seem like it, but that was my therapy.”

“I understand. Still, you've not broken down and I know her being gone has to hurt. It'd kill me if Ty was gone.”

“You don't understand. I mourned the loss years ago. What I dealt with after the loss was for the boys. I tried to keep them from her, but I wasn't always able to get it done. What I got told in regards to Ty's car was he wanted to wait until he was done with college. I should have asked him if that's what he wanted, but I trusted what she told me. You're right. I hope she enjoyed the Mercedes because it's the last car she ever would have gotten from me. You see, when Gregg and Ty were finished with college, I was already decided to get the divorce. In my safe at the house are the divorce papers. No one knows they're there, and no one will know about them except us.”

“I wondered when you were going to let go. Now, I know. I'm still going to be here for you because I know you loved her. Although it's probably gone, there's still a sense of loss.”

He smiled at me and said, “Ty still has a sense of perfection with her. He thinks once she met you, she'd liked you. I'll tell you now, with the way you are and the way she was, I'd hate to see the way things would have turned out if you'd went into a room with her. I'm afraid she would have had a heart attack.”

“Yes, and I would have never gotten it fully explained to Ty.”

“Well, thank Heaven for small favors.”

“I guess, but this is a wrong way to feel.”

“Tell me about it. I thought that for years. She'd sleep next to me and I'd think, “If I did what I wanted to this woman, she'd be found with a pipe wrench sticking out of her skull.”

He began tearing up and said, “It wasn't always that way. I keep saying it, but I also dread the day when someone asks me why I stuck around. The only reason I can give is I did it for the boys. If you really look at it, I did it for her too because I would have fought for custody and she would've lost. The alcohol was such a problem, I would have asked for guarded visitation with her submitting to a Breathalyzer before the visits. She would have failed, but by then, she would have already been drug through the mud because word would have gotten out.”

“Mitch, tonight you're wanting to go to Joan's. Tomorrow, Ty and I are going to need to speak with you about another business we're going to be getting into. Ty thought of it and it makes sense. So, I'm going to go ahead with it. If you want to put what money he had for a car in, he can look at it as his. He's having a problem with me giving all of what I have. I've told him you and she's relationship was 50/50 when you said, “I do” and when you made the kids, but he is continually being reminded of what she said to you in arguments. Yes, I think it was self centered and yes, I think it was selfish, but if you'd do me the favor of telling him each of you put in and each of you shared, then I'd appreciate it.”

He looked at me and said, “Lance, he's going to have problems because he's afraid of things ending up like his mom and I. His insecurity is going to be he's not put in what you have.”

“I tell him that's not what I'm wanting. He just doesn't hear it.”

“If you'd heard the things she said, you'd be afraid too.”

“Well, hopefully some day he'll believe me.”

“He will. It's just going to take time. Gregg is going to feel differently because he's looked at as the provider in their relationship. Call it a boy/girl thing, but that's the way it is. When two guys get together, if one's not equal, there's probably going to be insecurity. With his mom and I, we went into it together, but when she got the distributorship, she was viewed as the breadwinner in our family. Now, I'll tell you a secret and she only put what I did into our household. She was down to the penny on that. Someplace, is an account of what she put the rest into. When we find that account, I'm going to split it up for the boys. I don't want the money. Do me a favor when he gets it and let him in as a partner.”

I looked at Mitch and my first thought was “NO”, but for Ty's sake, I knew I had to.

“Mitch, the first thing I wanted to say was No. But, for Ty's sake, I know I can't. What I'll do is invest it into the business and do the other side. Then, I'm going to call it even no matter what it is.”

Mitch smiled at me and said, “Lance, you might want to rethink that. I know her first year she worked there, she made over a quarter of a million and only brought home thirty thousand. I know last year, she put more money on her back in clothes than what I made and she bragged once when we were out she'd made over a million last year just from the interest on the account. So, I'd say the account is really large.”

I looked at him and said, “Oh.”

He laughed and said, “So, I'm thinking there's going to be a lot of money in it.”

What was weird was I couldn't say anything anymore. Suddenly, Ty had more money than me and he's thinking he's poor. I looked at Mitch and said, “Mitch, he thinks he's poor.”

“He thinks that, but he doesn't know. The kids are thinking she put her money into the house. I forbid her to mention it in front of the kids. If she had, I can guarantee you she'd been single that night. A man's got only so much pride he can give up and that was the line with me. She knew that and she knew she was dancing on that line by just mentioning the account.”

“Mitch, that money's rightfully yours.”

“It's rightfully an inheritance. Don't fight me on this one. I don't want it. The kids are going to have that wake up call and they're going to think bad of me, but what I do know is it's going to come down and I'm not going to take a dime of it. I got what I had coming when she brought the money into the house.”

I looked at him and thought to myself, “The bitch would screw your kid out of a car, when she could buy it herself. But, she'd do what you asked when it came to money. How unreal.”

Mitch looked at me and said, “I can see the gears turning and I know you're thinking something, but I don't know what it is. Please don't think badly of me.”

“Mitch, I'm not thinking that at all. It's ironic she'd buckle to you on the money issue, but she'd fuck your son out of a car.”

He smiled and said, “I'd like to introduce you to my wife because that's her. Did I mention she wasn't always the nicest person!”

“I'm wondering what she would have done if you'd put your foot down more.”

“She had to be her own person too.”

“And that included putting you through hell.”

“She did it because I let her down. She wanted me to be the strong one. I didn't want it.”

“I've got one more question and then we've got to go.”

“What is it?”

“How much of her bad attitude was her and how much of it was her reflection of the people out in that office?”

“I think she had a crop of assholes out there. When one came into harvest, she came home in a mood. I also think she had to drink in order to be as mean as they were back to them. When she went to work out there, she was sweet, kind, and caring. The bad attitude didn't start coming out until she started drinking.”

“Drinking loosens inhibitions. It comes out as a truth serum in people a lot of times. That's why I'm wondering what she really thought of you all. If she said those things, then she thought them. That's what I'm thinking, but I don't know why.”

“Because she wanted to be the one home. She wanted me to face those guys. Imagine if I was standing in front of the boys and she was aiming a shot gun at me. With her words, she did that. What the boys got was blow by. I tried to protect them, but they still got hit.”

“Man, I can't even begin to imagine what you went through.”

“It's over now, so let's get on with life. I'm really excited to do so because I know I've already been through hell.”

“Ok bud, I'm just so sorry.”

“Everyone else is, but the time for that is gone. What you see is the phoenix already rising from the ashes. Just know it was going to fly when the boys graduated. What's funny is she got the last laugh about the money because I was planning on them finding out about it when she suddenly began living lavishly. I thought they'd see it as her keeping it from me. Now, they'll know I was keeping it form them because I wouldn't let her bring it into the house.”

“Don't tell them that. Just tell them you found the account and want them to have the money. The burden of proof is on her and she can't tell them differently.”

“Ooh, that's shrewd.”

“No, that's the best way out of this situation. It's best for the boys, for you, and for letting the matter drop.”

He smiled and said, “When that time comes, I want you there so you can break it to the boys. If it's up to me, I'll probably tell them the truth.”

“OK, but let's let this be the last secret we have to keep.”

He smiled at me and said, “You're really a good guy.”

“I try to be, but this situation is way over my head.”

“I know, but surprisingly, I thought it was normal for a long time.”

“Normal is where mom and dad loves each other and the kids are enriched by it. Yes, there are ups and downs, but nothing like this has been normal. Believe me, I deal with normal everyday and it doesn't have my head swimming like this.”

He smiled and said, “Do me a favor and give Ty normal. I'll go the rest of my day thanking you.”

“You got it.”

We went out of the office with my arm across his shoulder.

When we went out into the garage, everyone was looking at us with questioning eyes.

“The Escalade's ordered and your dad is taking the insurance off your car. He wanted to buy the Escalade for you, but I told him it was a business expense. While we were in there, a credit report came back from your mom. She's got an account someplace and the bank there needs to speak you guys.”

He looked at me and said, “What!”

“Yeah, it's quite a sum. A bank doesn't search for you if it's not. So, we need to look it up and I'll do that. Then, we'll call and see. Ok?”

Joan looked at me and then turned to Mark. “Mark, did you know about an account?”

“No, and I thought I handled all of her transactions. Well, would it be a retirement account?”

“Could be. Did it have a lot of money going into it?”

“Oh yeah, but I thought you knew about it Mitch?”

“No, it escaped me.”

“I swore she had your signature on the papers. I'll check.”

“She required my signature on every paper for everything. Maybe she put it in with those.”

Mark looked at us strangely and said, “Guys, if it's a retirement account, it rightfully should go to Mitch, but it'd be an inheritance, so it'd be tax free. I do know this. She invested it heavily into stocks that did really well. It seemed she was on the mark when investing in the stock market. I'll check to see with the fund she put it into because they were the one that handled that. I do know she had their number so she could switch it as will.”

Mitch said, “Can you put it into the boys names?”

“Yeah, it's rightfully yours, but if you don't want it, they can't make you take it. If you name the boys as who you want it to go to, they'll get it. Are you sure?”

“Mark, as much as she harranged me about money, I'll be damned if she ever said she did a thing for me she didn't want to do. Obviously, she had no intentions on me having the money. It's her money, so give it to the boys.”

Ty looked at us and said, “Dad? Why didn't she tell you?”

“Hon, your mom used money like she used everything else. You know the way she was. She felt empowered if she could hold it over my head.”

Ty went over and hugged his dad. “This makes me mad. All those times she was complaining, she knew she had that account and could have done more.”

Mitch looked at me and I could see his eyes begging me, “Ty, let's not put the cart before the horse. It might not be that much. She might have a few dollars in there.”

Mitch smiled and Ty said, “You just said it's got to be a lot.”

“Yeah, but maybe the guy's real fastidious about doing his job. Let's go home and worry about this later. It might not be anything.”

Mark looked at us and said, “I'll call first thing tomorrow. Is it ok if I ride up with you guys tomorrow?”

“Yeah, we're going to be doing a lot of errands, but togetherness would feel good.”

He smiled and said, “Well, I want to talk with you guys about a few things. The hotel's plans are going to be going on hold so we can do a redraw of the plans. Lance, Joanie wants you in on the redraw if you'll do it.”

“Sure, I don't know much about a hotel, but I am familiar with hotel supply and Joan? Have you been to the hotel supply place in St. Louis?”

“No, I got their catalog, but I've never been there.”

“Oh, we've got to go shopping. They've got that place set up like a huge hotel. Each room is done differently with all the furniture they have and all the different accessories they've got. Plus, they give you a discount if you buy it by the room. That suite up there is one whole room from the refrigerator to the bed...even the faucets were bought there.”

“Really!”

“Yeah, they've got the catalog and quite a bit of their stuff isn't even in the catalog.”

She looked at Mark and said, “We've got to go.”

“How about on Thursday. It'll be good to do it as a reliever from the funeral on Wednesday.”

Joan smiled and Mark said, “Well, I've got a favor to ask because I know how it is to drive in the city. The boys are going to be home and I imagine they'll want to go, so could we take your pall bearer car? The reason I'm asking is I can just imagine driving in two vehicles or more and getting separated.”

“Sure, I told you guys you didn't need to ask. It'll be a pleasure and what'll be nice is it's no different to drive than a normal car or limo. We can all share the driving.”

Mark smiled and said, “I've never driven a limo, but it looks difficult.”

“No, have you driven a truck?”

“Yeah.”

“Well with the limo, you have to use your mirrors more because you can't see out the back. With the pall bearer car, it's open like a normal car, but it's as long as the limo...well, a little longer, but you can turn your head and see to pass and turn it around.”

Mark said, “I'll drive, that sounds like it'd be a treat.”

“Ok”

Joan came over and said, “I'm really glad we found you because I sure didn't know all that. It'd been a kick if I'd found it after we'd gotten it built.”

“Yeah, Heather's going to love the trip because she's just the person you need to do all this stuff. That girl can hold a laptop and a digital camera at the same time and get every shot in. They got to the point they sent her around with a maids cart so she'd not have to carry it.”

“Oh, I never thought of that. We could take photos of the ones we like and get them into their own files as to the cost and everything. This is going to really help.”

“Yeah, but what you might want to do is talk with them because if you've got the sizes of the suites, then they can help you design them.”

“Really.”

“Yeah, they did that one up there and all I had to do was tell them which one I wanted and the size of the space. They did everything else. I don't know if it matters, but that one came in at sixteen thousand. It would have been forty eight hundred more with the heat and ac unit. Those things are expensive.”

“If you don't mind, we'd like to look into the heating unit you were discussing.”

“Ok, I'll get ahold of my cousin and he'll be able to help you with that.”

I handed the keys to Ty and we all got into the Escalade. He adjusted the seat and then the mirrors and said, “This is going to be way different to drive as I'm not used to being able to put my foot where it's supposed to go.”

Everyone heard him and Joan said, “What do you mean Ty?”

“My car's the Flintstone mobile. There's a huge hole in the floor of it on the driver's side and on the passenger side, is a small one big enough one of my school books fell out once.”

Joan gave a startled look and said, “Well, I'm glad Lance is having your drive his vehicles. That's not safe.”

“Well, I was going to get a car when I graduated, but mom sort of took that out of the picture.”

“What do you mean?” Joan asked. I saw Mitch and he sort of cringed.

“Well, to be honest, she wanted her Mercedes and it's about the time I was to get my car I was promised at graduation, so guess who got their car?”

Mitch said, “Ty, I'm sorry. Your mom told me she'd discussed it with you and you two agreed you'd get a car for graduating college.”

“No, she told me to drive that car I had until the end of college and she'd see if there was money for me a car. I knew she wanted the Mercedes and she told me she was going to get it no matter what and not to give her no sass about it.”

“I'm sorry Ty. I never knew about that conversation. I wish you'd came to me about it.”

“If I had dad, there would have been a big fight and you know she'd held it against me, so why bother. It doesn't matter, I've got this to drive until I get the other one, so that's nice.”

Joan was pissed. Her lips told me her anger. They were flat as can be pressed together. She turned to Mitch and said, “Well, one thing, you can rest peacefully there's nothing else being kept from you and the boys aren't playing second to her whims. That car she traded in for the Mercedes could have went to Ty and it was a nice car.”

Ty said, “Heck, I'd loved to have that car. Me driving a Seville CTS! Sheesh, I'd been the envy of everyone at school. But, that's ok. When I pull up in this, everyone's going to ask me who did the customization of it.”

“Ty, yours is going to be a bit different. It's going to be white, but the interior is going to be gray leather and the walls will be gray suede. I thought the gray suede seats would take a beating, so I ordered leather. They're the same style though.”

“Neat. And it has the digital dash you told me about?”

“Yeah digital everything and it's going to have the GPS Sirius in it. The mirrors fold in automatically when you put it in park and the running boards fold out. One thing they have new is side running lights that are all led and the carriage bars light up like diamonds. I did put the name of our funeral home in the door. I'll have to have these changed.”

He looked at me and said, “What do you mean?”

“Well, since this one has my last name, I thought we'd have both our names on the funeral home when you join, so it got put on the order form.”

His eyes misted up and I put my arm over and touched his. “Pull over hon before you wreck us.”

He pulled over and I handed him my kerchief. He wiped his eyes and said, “Guys, I really love him. He surprises me in the best ways.”

Mitch touched my arm and said, “I'm glad we got him as a family too.”

Joan said, “If I could do as well for my boys as we did for yours, I'll be doing good. Little Mark's not really ready yet, and Jake's so quiet he's almost mute. Mark tells me he talks, but the boy says more with his eyes to me than words.”

I looked at her and said, “ Take the time to sit with him and talk. He'll open up. I used to be the same way when I was younger. For me, the phrases, “Be seen and not heard” and “Silence is Golden” were my mottoes I lived by. The only way you knew I was alive was by hearing my stereo in my bedroom running my parents used to say. What's funny is when I was in my shell, only Heather was able to talk with me. When I came out of my shell, everyone knew what I thought.”

“When was that?”

“Well, to be honest, when I was in high school, I was really quiet. I was so afraid everyone would know what I was thinking, I stayed quiet.”

“Because you were gay?” Joan asked with concern.

“Yeah, it was tough because Tony and I were together and I was living a double life. My parents thought I was going to bed at ten pm, and I'd act like I was going to bed, but then at eleven o'clock, I'd be out the door and by eleven thirty, I'd be in Quincy at a bar being a social butterfly. Then, I'd come home and sneak back in and go back into my cocoon until the next night. Heather knew some, but she didn't know it all. I had to keep a lot of secrets.”

“Why?”

“The chance of my parents finding out was one. Even bigger was if everyone else found out at high school. They threw words around in that place that hurt because I knew I was gay. Where it might roll off other people's backs, it didn't mine because I knew those words were true.

Heather knew, and she kept a lot of secrets for me. We were voted the boy and girl most likely to marry because we were seen as a couple from early early on. She knew my secret, and I knew if she had her way, I'd been getting married to her. It couldn't have ever worked because I would have been miserable.”

Joan looked at me and said, “Jake might be gay?”

“Oh no! I didn't' say that. All I'm saying is that's why I stay quiet. Things are different today Kids can be open and they're accepted. The anti bullying and zero tolerance stopped all the harassment.”

“Not if they're in on an athletic scholarship to Dartmouth. He's told Mark he's expected to perform to his utmost abilities or he's out. So, he's constantly afraid. Oh my!”

“Joan, please don't think that. If you'd like, I'll speak to him. I'm sure there's probably another reason. Maybe it's the pressure of school.”

She looked at Mark and looked really distressed. I felt like a heel for talking and not thinking she was taking it in for a different reason.

“I'm sorry for alarming you. If I thought you were listening to me and applying it towards him, I sure wouldn't have said anything.”

“No, I'm glad you did. He needs to know if that's the reason, we love him and we accept him. I don't want my baby thinking I'm going to accept him for being anything other than who he is.”

Mark looked up at me and said, “Lance, he'll be in tomorrow afternoon. Jake's plane gets in first and then Mark's. They're meeting at the airport and renting a car to get up here. How about if you two come over tomorrow night for supper and that will show him we're accepting of you guys. Then, you and Ty can go with the boys and do something.”

“Uncle Mark, I hate to say this, but Jake will tell us he doesn't want to go. Mark will be dressed before the words are out of our mouths. That's the way they are. Jake will say, “No, I'll stay at home” and he'll go to his room. I asked Mark what he does in his room and he said every time he goes in there, Jakes laying on the bed with his hands up under his head like he's content to do only that.”

“Well, that's what he does when I go in. For me to speak to him, I have to go to him and then when I do, it's short answers. Not impolite, but just short like he doesn't think his thoughts matter.”

“Ok, so I'm getting a better picture here. What does he do for fun.”

“He writes. The stories he rights are beautiful. He uses words so powerfully, he uses them for impact. One word can hit you and you know you've been hit. But, they're amazing stories.”

“What are they about?”

Joan smiled and said, “One was about a dog that was lost in a storm and all of the things it did and all the things that frightened it while it was lost. How big and scary the world looked in the dark and in the rain. Then, it saw it's master's house and knew it was home. I cried when I read that story because he used one word. Thunder. And then wrote a paragraph describing it's vibrating pulsing sound echoing inside it's ribcage. Then, he used the word Lightning. And then described how it's eerie light flashed and made ghosts and goblins out of things it knew weren't supposed to be scary. Another paragraph was Darkness. And describing the darkness of the path it was used to walking everyday and how it could see to know where he was during the daylight, but the ebony of night time took that away.”

“Wow. Now, I'm going to ask some questions here. Was the dog a boy or a girl?”

Joan looked at Mark and said, “I don't think it said. I don't think it mattered to him.”

“Well, a true word smith won't because the reader will assume the sex they are. Any interjection by the author of sex will be subtle, but it will tell the reader what the writer won't. It's more powerful if the reader assumes it's their sex. The darkness and storm could mean anything. But, it reaching home gives a completion of overcoming the obstacle. It's a very compelling story because it's heart warming and the reader feels good afterwards.”

She looked at me and said, “You took a lot of psychology.”

“Oh yeah. You know how much I had to take. I imagine you had to take a lot.”

“Not as much as you think. I went into this as a nurse assistant and then went to medical technician and then went to prescription tech at the pharmacy. Then, I went in and took the courses I needed to get my administrative credentials. They used what I had taken and then carried them over to the degree. I was only short a few credits, so they had me do those courses over the summer. You know how Summer courses are. They're basically a hand out of credit hours with some teachers because they don't require much home work or studying. I used those to get my degree. You're looking at a Director of Nurses who wasn't a nurse.”

“Wow. You snuck in the back door!”

“Don't tell them and I won't!” She chuckled.

“Well, you're very effective. I'm proud of you.”

“Thanks. Maybe it's because I wasn't a nurse that I believe in helping everyone in a hospital from housekeeping to the maintenance people to the nurses and doctors. If I was biased towards nurses, then they'd be the ones getting my focus.”

“True.”

“So, what I'll do is I'll talk to Jake and draw him out. He won't even know I'm doing it. But, what I'm not going to do is psychoanalyze him. If he's a normal boy, I'll not look for anything that's not there. It's not up to me to do that, but instead, what I'll do is to find common ground and do it so he doesn't even realize No is not the answer I'm looking for.”

She smiled and said, “He'll have a good time. What do you think you guys will end up doing?”

“Well, my advice is we make it something everyone will enjoy and no one will feel pressured to perform. A movie is something that is pretty neutral, but one might like action whereas another might hate them. So, what I'll do is raid my piggy bank and we'll go to the arcade. Then, he can pick what he wants and everyone else can pick what they want.”

Mark smiled and said, “Can I go?”

“I'd say yes, but I think the conversation's going to be flowing all over the place and he might feel pressured if it gets onto the topic of parents and expectations and you are sitting there.”

Mark frowned and said, “I don't think I imposed anything on him he didn't want.”

“No, I didn't say that, but I'm sure you asked for good grades and how would you feel if you found out after all this time, he's dyslexic or something? I know he's not because you said he wrote the story, but that's what I'm saying is there might be a hurdle there you didn't think about.”

Joan said, “Maybe he's just a normal boy.”

“Yeah, and if that's it, then that's the answer I'll tell you. Heck, I'd rather him be normal and know I've gained a friend than to know he's sat at home on his bed while everyone else went out and did something fun.”

“Well, that doesn't sound like fun to me.” said Joan, “But, maybe he writes the stories while he lays there. Then, puts them down on paper.”

“Do you have the stories? Maybe there's a theme to them.”

“Sure, I keep everything the boys have given me.”

“Can I see them? Maybe I'll find he's the next huge writer and he's an aspiring author. Wouldn't that be cool.”

“You'll love his writing.” she said proudly.

Ty began pulling up their hill and said, “Man, this truck's got power. My car has to have a run at this hill. If I don't, about half way up, I'm wondering if I'm going to make it to the top.”

Mitch once again looked pained and I reached over the seat and patted his leg. He looked up and I said, “Things are working out. Don't worry.”

He smiled and I said, “Mitch, in that story, the dog made it home. You're now on the front porch, so the best part's coming.”

He held my hand and said, “Having the strength of walking through the door and hoping the master isn't upset with me is where it's going to be tough.”

“I”m sure they're missing you as much as you missed them. So, let's just not be afraid anymore.”

The smile on his face wasn't matching his eyes until I said that. Then, he nodded.

“Remind me to give you a hug. You know just what to say at the right time.”

Joan clasped our hands and said, “He's doing everyone good. I'm glad we got him.”

She then turned to me and said, “When we're having the visitation, you're going to be hearing nothing but praise about your abilities from me to others, so be standing close by.”

Mitch said, “I'm going to be telling all the guys to go upstairs and check out that bathroom!”

Joan laughed and said, “I'm going to be saving that for the hard sell old women. Once they see that, they'll know he takes care of the details.”

When we pulled up, she asked, “You guys coming in?”

“No, we'll be going home. I love family, but the thought of snuggling with him on the sofa and watching whatever he chooses sounds like more of a plan to me.”

Mitch said, “What time tomorrow?”

“Well, it depends. You want to eat breakfast with us?”

Joan said, “No, he'll have it here.”

“Ok, then make it about nine thirty. I want to be there at ten fifteen even though the appointments at ten thirty. That way we have a little browsing time.”

He nodded and said, “I'll tell Gregg and Heather.”

“Ok, he's got his cell?”

“He keeps his on him at all times.”

“Oh that reminds me, I've got to get Ty a cell phone. We can do that tomorrow. It can go on my plan.”

Ty said, “I've got three months left on my contract.”

“Who's your provider?”

“Nextel.”

“Good, that's mine. I'll call them and explain they'll be gaining more if they let me switch your number over to my plan rather than being hard nosed and me dropping everything I have with them in search of someone who will treat us better.”

Joan smiled and said, “Good luck guys.”

The got out and I got out too so I could give them hugs. Ty stayed in the driver's seat and gave kisses and hugs through the window.

When I got back in the truck, he backed up carefully and made the turn around beautifully. I held his hand and said, “You used the mirrors like a pro.”

“It'll take some getting used to, but I love this truck.”

“Me too. It's awesome, isn't it.”

“Yeah, I was afraid I hurt my dad's feelings there.”

“Nah, we talked about it in my office.”

“Oh man, did he feel bad.”

“Yeah, but not at you. He did say he wouldn't want to leave me alone in a room with your mom when we had our talk though.”

Ty giggled and said, “Oh man, that would have been a battle.”

“Yeah, but the bad part is I think your mom and I would have ended up not liking each other. She would know I wouldn't put up with crap and that sounded like it was what her buffet consisted mostly.”

“It's funny because my dad once said “I wonder how she's going to serve the shit salad tonight” in front of me. I thought it was funny, but then he made sure I knew he didn't mean it. I know he did, but pretended anyways.”

“That's why I said what I did to him. He needs to realize you boys are going to love him no matter what.”

“What do you mean? He knows that.”

“No, he doesn't because you should have seen him when I found out about that money. He's afraid you two are going to hold him accountable for it.”

“Did you get a clue as to how much it is?”

“Ty, I didn't say it in front of everyone, but they only do that for really really good customers if you know what I mean.”

He looked at me and said, “You mean?”

“Yeah, I'd say there's several million in that account.”

“Oh jeez.”

“Yeah, at first your dad was mad and then he instantly thought you and Gregg would hold it against him.”

“I know he didn't know it was there. She wouldn't have talked to him the way she did if he knew it. You don't know how often she held what he made over his head. It seemed like every time they'd argue, she'd tell him they'd have more if he made more.”

“Well, let's just say apparently everyone knew about it that wasn't in your house. It seems your Uncle Mark knew about it.”

“That has to suck for dad.”

“Yeah, and he's afraid you two are going to hold it against him. That's why I told him to step through the door because he needs to know that's the last secret and you two love him after it.”

“What if she kept something else from us all?”

“Will it affect you loving your dad if he didn't know about it either?”

“No.”

“Then, it shouldn't matter.”

“No, it won't. I've got to call Gregg and tell him.”

“How about if we go over there and see them.”

“They might be doing the wild thing.”

“And wrinkling my sheets!” I said with mock anger.

He laughed and said, “IF I had my way, we'd be doing the same thing at your house.”

“At WHOSE house?”

“At your......oh, I'm sorry, OUR house.”

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